(Verse 1)
She tell me she love everything I do ... That's a tad bit odd
Cause I ain't got her heart the way she let me fantasize
Then the ex that cut me worst slipped back in my life
I can't tell if it's sincere or she just back for the knife
How the fuck we end up here? It's unfair
They came and made the line between love and hate unclear
One can have my heart if she just come and ask
The other I love enough to not give another chance
Just to fuck up again, rather her stay the homie
She know its true cause I know her well as she know me
She know I got feelings for another & I ride wit her
Stupid me, tryna be content as a side nigga
And all these jumps wit my number stay buggin my phone
I'm to the point that I might let em come in my home
Just to see if I say her name while I'm jumping they bones
And prove there's worlds of distance even with something close
So here I sit, sober as hell with a bitch in my head
Rewinding in my mind all the shit that I said
The way I behave you prolly think I'm sick in the head
I been spilling my guts, I'd rather listen instead
So tell me, you got a nigga but still act like you want me
And you changed at the alter and still tryna fuck me
I had to pay attention to see nothing will come free
So let me ask, is this really the way you love me?

(Verse 2)
What if I told you that soulmate is an arbitrary phrase
And passionate love is probably a phase
An anomaly inside of me that fades
Is believing that who I'm seeing is needed beside of me and weighs
Heavy on my heart cause they deny me in these ways
It's fallacy but the drama inside of me that stays
Is forever, went from tryna be we'd her to wish I never met her
If she was a nigga, I woulda wet her but
... Eventually even that feeling dies
The empty is still inside where the memories still will thrive
I shoulda tried a lil harder, kissed a lil sweeter
Held you a lil longer, dug a lil deeper
I know, theres so much history between me and her
I held her so high, I really couldn't see me with her
That ideology is probably what washed me with her
Others came and went but me and them was not me and her
It's not about who ass phatter or look better naked
After meditating the way they left me alone
I just want a broad who knows me, fucking's just a bonus
And I've come to notice, i really don't need a soul
So, I'm still dealing with some issues within
Been through it since thinking that I'd never kiss you again
So tell me he long are we supposed to act like this?
We won't never get on track like this and we ain't getting no younger