Codeine & HER:

There's not too many that relate to the life that I claim
The nights that I laid awake, the pipes that got sprayed
Lives that got taken from my brothers, heard of what's above us but
I can actually count how many times that I prayed
The block boys I run wit and pies that got slanged
Take a look in my eyes and my pain
I'm an addict but I have no dependences, still can't hide from it
Cause I actually got high from this ice in my veins
I hate rap cause to many niggas lie in this game
Trying for fame but because of the pride in me
I only feel comfortable enough to ever cry in the rain
So I can use the tears of God for hiding my stains
Praised for my lyricism and the mind that I trained
But the only peace I ever knew I have to find in a drank
A blunt or some other sedative, hoping it's setting in
My ancient relatives where all probably kangs
But know two rulers, god and measured success
Tho my meanings different, I define it the same
The hunger pains that would leave just to come again
Made me more capitalistic, that's why I probably changed
Tryna make my momma proud of me mane
Get closer to my biological father and the one who provides for me mane
tryna to better in any possible way
They ask me what's wrong, I tell em it's possibly Trey
Smiling at the infinity me and pop put my momma in
Another year or so I'm try to cop a Benz
It's not pretend, paranoid about driving the drop I'm in
Not even beefin still thinking they might get the drop again
Refocusing my hustle, I don't get a lot of friends
That ain't women and thats due to the proper ends
And the nonchalant manner that I started to talk to them
And that quality stroke so I know I can pop again
Getting cut up, plus I'm icy, they see that I'm about the gyms(gems)
Shootin the breeze bout my time in the game cause I'm bout the wins(when's/winds)
Riding round In a deville just thinking about the sins
I committed, almost be wetted(wedded), now I vow to end
I shoulda quit it(acquitted) but now I'm getting up outta this
Too lose wit the jabs on me thats why the counter fit
All I got are me and my choices, the clique that I claim
And I promise you'll remember my name ... Or maybe not
All I know is I go the hardest for the those I care for
Be it blood or not I still see em as my brothers
I used to say either love me or leave me alone
Now I know doing was is the same as the other
And they still asking for the old Trey
I ain't changed I matured, can't you see this is an old trey
From plucking ashes of my old tres
To listening to old songs about my old baes with my new shorty
Drinking thinking about the old days
Cause I've done everything but live a slow pace
In the face lane swerving wit no brakes
Sometimes I feel funny talking to God cause I seems like I have no faith
I'm tryna to make a wife of my woman but
It feels like giving her the world isn't good enough
Tryna smoke away the stress of my life but
I always end up with some left behind in this white cup

Nah, son. I just need one more shot.

I'm a product of the bottom and proud of it
Problem is politics prolly sit and say I'm a pile a shit
For takin my life story and rhymin it, never counterfeit
The opposite of the pompous obnoxious shit younger rhymers spit
The statement saying the youth ain't killers is what I contradict
Every time I grab my pen and get to jotting shit
I'll black out on a song for so long
They have to bring me back to consciousness just to tell me that they got it mixed
The cliff tho, a mix of skid row and the Gaza Strip
A land of shattered glass, empty bottles and broken promises
They'll empty lamas in your ride and then let you rot in it
So many ways to lose your life, you'll wish you never got the shit
But every burden is a lesson I'm trying not to miss
How can I forget I was meant to never prosper when
I look at my armor and all the kinks I got in it
As a king with no crown tryna prove I'm not lying when
I say the shit different from niggas fishing for complements
I don't need a consign for my confidence
But all the bullshit lately I could get lost in it, the drama's a constant when
It's obvious your the one they want not to win
I'll die as a martyr for trying to live as a lobbyist
Prolly get shot died in an Omni hotel lobby and
Wake up to a crib full of people and a cup in my hand
Nobody understands

Deserve:

(Verse 1)
I been fucking you, for way too long and shorty
Now I think I'm done with you. There was a point in time
When i couldn't get enough of you but, now that's over girl
And I deserve a substitute ... Ugh
You put it all on me
But I was there, baby, you just had to call on me
Is this what i deserve? Is this all i was worth, girl?
Tell me was that wrong of me.

(Verse 2)
I was loving you, with everything I had
But i guess that ain't enough for you. Somehow, along the way
I let you get too comfortable. We was in it together
But now we've come into, girl, what are we coming to?
You can't put it all on me
Like i wasn't playing my part girl I tried to give you all of me
And I'm still torn
And just to get it off of me

(Chorus)
I gotta play some PARTY every time I roll up
To get out of my feelings
Then I bump some Johnny
Then I start turning up
Then I play Kehlani and get a little higher
Then I get in my feelings
Then it's back to Weeknd
And i pour up two cups for my pain